Longing For You Haruka X Male!Reader

Going home

You were friends with Haru, Makoto and Nagisa. Even though you weren't having great experiences in the swimming team you were still good friends with them.

Until your parents told you that you were going to a boarding school. for two years two whole years without Haru, Rin, Makoto and Nagisa. You knew you couldn't have fun without them you couldn't be you.

You couldn't say no that you weren't going to go. So you tried for day's knowing that they were going to have to get on with there lives without you. They were going to become even closer friends without you and eventually they all will forget you.

You weren't shocked that you knew that they would get on with their lives without you. That's just how people live if you don't stay in their lives they will forget you and when you enter their lives again they won't remember who you are.

You didn't want this to happen You loved Haru, Makoto and Rin was like your older brothers, Nagisa was like a little brother. You didn't want any of them to forget you but you couldn't tell them that you were leaving because they will think of some plan to make sure you stay. So you decided that you'll leave without telling them. They won't feel the pain of goodbye and they won't think of a plan to try to make you stay.

You boarded the plane said goodbye to your mother and father. As soon you sat down in your seat you were scared that Haru, Makoto, Nagisa and Rin might be mad at you for leaving without telling them. You were scared that when you come back they won't even want to see you ever again.

When the time went by you tried to remember them you didn't want to forget them like they'll forget you. It wasn't easy trying to remember the people that made you happy but you also felt so much pain knowing their forgetting you. It was hard to keep up with your work, try to make new friend and extra curricular and making sure your dorm is clean.

But before you knew it two years have gone by fast and you still remembered your best friends and you couldn't wait to go home and see them your friends that are like your older brothers Rin and Makoto, the friend that keeps you on your toes Nagisa and the person you know you couldn't live without Haru.

You were flying back to your hometown you were worried if they are mad with you for leaving without you. They probably hate you for leaving them without saying goodbye now that you look back on the time you had to leave you knew that you were an idiot but you had to see them all at least one more time.

Time Skip * One Week Later *


You settled down in your parents house and today you are suppose to go to the school Makoto, Nagisa and Haru go to. To be honest you were know you are terrified to see them not knowing if they will be anger or not even look at you.

You walked into the school the nerves got the best of you. You walked into a locker. After that you heard a familiar voice it was Makoto. When you heard the voice you freaked out and tried to runaway but when you started to run you ran into the person you were trying to get away from Makoto. When you hit him you said "Sorry".

It didn't take Makoto too long to notice it was you. You thought right he was going to be mad. But instead of getting hit you got a gentle hug. What you didn't notice that Haru was standing next to him so when you looked at him you started to blush a lot.

You couldn't help think that Haru was mad at you. After Makoto was done hugging you. He asked "Why you left without telling them". You sighed you knew they were going to ask  you this but you didn't feel your answer was good enough for the question. You said, "because I didn't want to hurt you guys with the goodbye".

You looked at Haru and he smiled he put a hand on your shoulder and told you " I would have you rather told us then leave us like we weren't even a part of your life". When Haru told you this you blushed like a tomato.

Makoto probably took notice in this since he also was the one person who knew I loved Haru. He said that me and Haru should catch up. He ran off after that not giving us any option.

Haru and I started walking talk he told me about that he missed me and it wasn't the same without me and every day he just wanted me to come back even if he had to give up on swimming or water. I stopped when I heard that and looked at the  ground. He asked if i was okay? but I couldn't  come up with any words.

He started to walk towards me he started to hold my hand and he whispered in my ear "F/n I would give up anything just to have you in my life". I blushed madly when i heard that I couldn't say anything because A I was at a loss of words. then he said one more thing F/n I love you I realized I love you when you left I only wished I could tell you for the past two years. After that I looked at  him and  smiled because I loved him the man I loved he loved me back. He leaned in and kissed me I kissed back I was longing for this for as long as I can remember.